Joy was born into a practicing Catholic family and was truly in love with the story of Jesus. When she thought of Jesus she imagined him as a candid, good, fluent human figure always dedicated to listening to others. A human capable of waiting in silence and communicating with silence.
A mountain of Love, go! Joy said inside herself "Which human has so much love that forgives the wrongs suffered, helps the de facto poor and surrounds himself with people who are rejected by society?..no one". But this feeling of lovingness and peace moved inside her, sparking memories....
Jesus was her hero, the one who always cared about others: it scared her a little when he got angry because in her mind she didn't understand what really made him angry... but this made him more accessible.
The thing that fascinated Joy was the fact that she created...call them miracles...but Jesus healed with his hands, he created by speaking with water, with the earth with his God!
Then...Joy discovered that humans introduced Sin, Punishment...and she didn't get much with the words of Love of Jesus, and the only explanation that was given was that humans found a way to imprison Jesus too and not only in real history, but also in every day.